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Title: As I Recall
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sean remembers his time in New Zealand.
Notes: This was my first attempt at Lotrips fanfic. The entire thing was one huge bundle of wishful thinking on the part of yours truly. Any flaws both technical and character-based stem from the first-time attempt nature of this fic. I leave my older fic as it is so that I can better reflect on my progress.

Title: Of Tattoos and Possession
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Getting the Fellowship tattoos marks the beginning of the end of Sean's resistance to his attraction to Elijah.
Notes: Among my first few Sean/Elijah pieces. Forgive the timeline screwing.

Title: Memories of Cream
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Maybe he's salt, or perhaps tart.
Notes: Very abstract thinking about Elijah, with a bittersweet ending. One of my earliest Sean/Elijah fics.

Title: Evolution
Rating: PG-13
Summary: I've watched you change.
Notes: This was my third or fourth Sean/Elijah piece.

Title: Affirmation
Rating: PG-13
Summary: This is who they are.
Notes: This is dedicated to Rakshi, for her own dedication to the pairing and all her efforts in keeping the community on track with what really matters—we just may be kindred spirits, girl.

Title: As It Happens
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Give Sean the answer and he'll explain the question.
Notes: So I was all, "I need to write some hot Sean/Elijah sex. God I miss that." I started. And then the boys took over, as usual. There's still hot sex. But some other crap, too. Have I mentioned that I love Sean?

Title: It Moves Us Along
Rating: PG-13
Summary: The MTV Movie Awards; a memory; and moving on.
Notes: This ficlet was for Melly. Our conversation yielded the phrase "brown sugar" to describe Sean's complexion at the 2003 MTV Movie Awards, and also gave birth to the whole last part of it involving Sean's shirt. The angsty stuff in the middle is random and I'm not quite sure where it came from.

Title: Stage Kiss
Rating: PG-13
Summary: "'And that wasn't the first time'?"
Notes: Inspired by the stage kiss Sean and Elijah faked at their 2003 Collectormania 4 Q&A session and Sean saying "And that wasn't the first time, either!" right after it.

Title: When the World Stopped
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It stops and starts and breathes through blue eyes this time around.
Notes: This is the gradual development of Sean and Elijah's relationship that I've always wanted to write. And as I've never written this pairing from Elijah's point of view, I thought it fitting to go ahead with that. I worried about the blending of "epic" and "Elijah POV" but in the end it came out the way I'd hoped. As it is first person and very subject-oriented, expect a full jolt of Seanlijah from beginning to end. There is Dom/Billy in this, but it's background noise. I don't even think she remembers this, but this all started on July 15th, 2003 when Rachel made me show her a tiny bit of Elijah-POV drabble I'd written way back when. So thank you, hon, for getting me started. And thank you so much, Amanda, for your awesome and timely beta. I love you. But this is, without a doubt, for all my Sean/Elijah girls. You're such beautiful ladies and you never cease to inspire and humble me. You don't nearly get enough credit for the lovely things you write. We underrated pairings have to stick together, eh? :) To everyone else: after reading this, if nothing else, you'll understand (if you haven't already) why this pairing is my OTP. I hope you enjoy reading it, because I certainly enjoyed writing it. Added note: As I write this note this fic is going in for arching at the new Sean/Elijah fic archive. It's been well over a year since I posted this and I've had all that time to reflect on it. There are themes within that I no longer care for, notions of characterization that now rub me the wrong way. This, like all my writing, like most RPS, is not perfect. But the seed of my love for the pairing is buried here still. And I still hope you enjoy reading it!

Title: The Weather Outside is Frightful
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Christmas in New York.
Author's Notes: A belated birthday fic for hobbit_trollop.

Title: Timing
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It's been hours.
Notes: Mmm, angsty!Elijah, but not.

Title: Private Dance
Rating: PG
Summary: You're a lot braver than I am.
Notes: Inspired by the Lincoln Center NY RotK event pictures. And because I love them so much that sometimes, it hurts. Sean POV.

Title: Beads
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Elijah has beads for Sean.
Notes: Post-Mardi Gras (2004) smut for fugitivehound's birthday. No, Sean wasn't actually there, but I don't specify when this takes place, so it's set sometime after.

Title: New York State of Mind
Rating: PG-13
Summary: There are moments when he thinks Manhattan is trying to tell him something. A worn poster for Return of the King flaps precariously on a wall just across the street from the deli where he gets his bagels.
Notes: Drabble fic.

Title: Gain
Rating: PG-13
Summary: "Remember when I told you your soapbox rants make your face all scrunchy and handsome?"
Notes: Random cuteness.

Title: Yes
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The temptation to move back had played across his skin everyday like fine needle points, each phone call from and mention of LA plip-pricking sharply, so intense and so with him at every moment that he eventually expected to see the marks.
Notes: Because I've been meaning to do LA-reunion!fic for a while. The "raunchy" nature of the sex in this fic (unprotected and slightly less romantic/soft than my usual Sean/Elijah sex) seemed to put off a couple readers. Let that be your warning, though personally I don't see the issue at all.

Title: Confession
Rating: G
Summary: "I know. I've known. Now go kiss Fran and Peter for me."
Notes: A bit of crazy happy written after the 2004 Golden Globes.

Title: The Opposite of Drowning
Rating: G
Summary: Sean drowns every four and a half minutes.
Author's: For lotrpschallenge's challenge #17 (notes).

Title: Home
Rating: R
Summary: Maybe it's home.
Notes: A wee sappy ficlet.

Title: Hush
Rating: R
Summary: "Do you ever stop talking?"
Notes: A fluffy-sexy double drabble.

Title: Intimate
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Pinned together against the bathroom stall wall, Elijah can only bite his lip and move his hips.
Notes: Random sexy angst.

Title: Overkill
Rating: NC-17
Summary: And it's like he's swallowing Sean's heartbeat, like he's clamping fingers around Sean's throat, because Sean can't breathe when he does that.
Notes: Mmmmblowjob!fic.

Title: Poke
Rating: NC-17
Summary: And when Elijah's lips begin doing wet, suction-filled things to the hollow of his throat, he inhales again.
Notes: On the set of 50 First Dates.

Title: Scruff
Rating: PG
Summary: "Baby, remember when you said 'Elijah, please, it looks like ass fluff'? Well, you were right. So, I'm just doing the right thing. For humanity."
Notes: Because, well...I had to express my dislike of Sean's beard somehow! Playful, as always. My love is unconditional.

Title: Squirm
Rating: R
Summary: The hobbits share a bathroom trip.
Notes: Just a wee bitty thing. For my chat girls! Warnings for minor club drug use. Nothing major.

Title: Tease
Rating: R
Summary: Clubbin'. Sharin'. Boys night out!
Notes: My first entry for andrealyn's Lotrips club!fic challenge.

Title: Beg
Rating: PG-13
Summary: He finds himself tempted.
Notes: Ficlet request.

Title: Doesn't Matter
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Elijah closes the space between them and cups Sean's full face in his hands, loving its handsome expanse, wondering how he could ever not process this feeling of complete and total need. "It doesn't matter."
Notes: Ficlet request.

Title: Would It Be a Sin
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Desperation to fit in everything he'd planned drives him.
Notes: Mardi Gras 2005 fic. This is for my darling Rakshi on her birthday. I love you, momma mine.

Title: Against the Sun
Rating: G
Summary: They're tired, numb, but kissing anyway, a light pecking kiss, a nervous kiss, a kiss that isn't quite sure where it's going or why it even set out to journey in the first place.
Notes: A pic-inspired ficlet.

Title: Woven
Rating: PG-13
Summary: And despite the number of times Elijah had covered his face in embarrassment at conventions and wished Sean would just shut the hell up, he still believed in the Theory of the Necessary Existence of People like Sean Astin.
Notes: The complex and wonderful nature of Sean and Elijah's working relationship on the set of LotR is one of the most neglected dynamics in our fandom, IMO. This attempts to touch on that. This is also a birthday gift for Bri.

Title: When a Thrill is Complete
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Elijah bites at Sean's ear and neck, pushing his own pants down. Sean does the same. It's all hot air and soft bed creaks and Elijah breathes, "Me," and Sean nods and kisses the back of his neck as he turns over and presents his back.
Notes: Typical Sean/Elijah. Also, a long-awaited gift for Abelfan.

Title: Returning Kings
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Here, warm and half-drunk, there is nothing else.
Notes: Inspired by Sean and Elijah's return to Mardi Gras 2006 and written for Molly.

Title: As Usual
Rating: NC-17
Summary: He used to notice other things; the fair hair, the tattoo, the heave of a belly that has always been pale and soft no matter how small Elijah gets. Now it's the noise of contained breathing that wraps him up in red ribbons of distraction.
Notes: ORC 2006 brought us yet another change to watch Sean and Elijah together on stage. And as usual, inspired some hotel!porn.

Title: Just Us
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Because it's not okay, really, and not just because Elijah's got man parts, and not just because they're co-workers, and not just because Sean is not supposed to like man parts or co-workers or co-workers with man parts, but because it's not just kissing.
Notes: Some vintage on-set fic for my Rakshi's birthday.

Title: Occupation
Rating: R
Summary: Even that's okay, once Elijah ignores the ache.
Notes: Written for the 2004 Lotrips fanzine Lotripping, organized and edited by Hope.

Snow Angel — G

Mistake — PG-13

Don't Stop — R

A Moment Passes — G

Take Care of You — R

Addiction — PG

Frozen — PG

Smear the Soap — NC-17

Stay — G

Just Us — PG

Awkward — G

Better Vintage — PG-13

Boat Drinks — G

Happy 30th — G

Where Are You? — G

Patience — PG-13

Housewarming — G

Denial — PG

Honest Seanwise — PG-13

I Read It, Too, Sean — PG

Domestic — G

Inversion — NC-17

Serve Elijah — PG

Heart — G

Ready — NC-17

Drunk — PG

Snowflakes — G

Jealousy — NC-17

Alive — R

Dread — NC-17

Gift — PG

Kitchen — NC-17

Luxury — PG

Breath — PG-13

Sainthood Is Overrated — G

Shall We Dance — G

Grown — PG

All stories on this website are meant to be taken as complete and total fiction. No harm is intended. We just have a very unique way of showing our fannish affection.